THE DOLL SERIES

opps.

2010-01-14T02:55:00.005+08:00

I watched the movie,

'Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon'
and I was surprised because I didn't see any tigers or dragons.

And then I realized why: they're crouching and hidden.
(shrugs)

:D!! so many things. so little time!

2009-12-07T02:33:00.007+08:00

HEY GUYS IVE GOT AWESOME NEWS.
i quit my job!
a v.pathetic job, pathetic pay, pathetic _____
HAHAHA but whatever. experience? LOL

this doesnt mean i can dance more. this doesnt mean that...ya..doesnt.
i need to get a new job ASAP lah!
(so whoever has job lobang.....ME ME ME OK! THINK OF ME 1ST. LOLS!)

o school recital next sunday!
EGGGGGGGCITED! :D item is ready! costume needs abit more touch-up!
& im ready to VROOOOM!
HAHAHAHA so corny. vroomz.

NRAFLAVOURS also..coming up soon.

OMG SO MANY THINGS SO LITTLE TIME!!!!!
i need to start really...DANCING, not doing steps all the time.

:D
anyhows my dear kennyboy has got this awesome lens thingy for his DSLR. and while he goes in for his last 2 days before his P.O.P, i get to do try it out FIRSTHAND. WAHAHAHA.
check out the peeeektures!

I (heart) THE EFFECT! :]

photo below is during my moms 50th bday bash! :D
had a ball of time with kennyboy, my family, my parents friends, and kickass food!!!

yes thats my feature wall in the peeektwer below:]

kennyboys CAMELA bag

& last but not least, the wall above my bed.
thats a polaroid peek of kenny&i which was taken quite sometime ago.

& for some random reason.
i miss KSCBs :P

also. i cant wait for funka training to start.
HAHAHAHAHA :X
but....yeah. i reckon its gonna be quite fun. i THINK lah. i mean. i HOPE?!
LOLS well it better be...since thats what we're aimin for. FUN :P

and my kennyboy!!! P.O.P 8th DECEMBAAAA tuesday!
HUAHUAHUAHUAHUA
hairpeez like a birds.
2weeks out!!
"AIYO AIYO!!!"
(youve to say this with ultimate enthusiam!! add a touch of high pitch also!!! TRY IT! its so shiok...)
HAHAHAHAHAHA
:D
;D
:D
can you feel my joy?

(but, i still need a job -_-)

RAIN MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-03T02:59:00.002+08:00

GIVE ME GIVE ME GIVE ME
RAIN RAIN RAIN
MONEY MONEY MONEYY!!!!!!!!!
RAIN RAIN RAIN
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!
RAIN RAIN RAIN
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!
RAIN RAIN RAIN
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!
RAIN RAIN RAIN
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!
RAIN RAIN RAIN
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!
RAIN RAIN RAIN
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!

:P
tmr. i must quit my job cos its going to RAIN RAIN RAIN!!! MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!

ahahahaha
AH!
retarded -_-

i want LAH.

i want the 600POLAROID TOO.

BOOHOO.

scary world

2009-12-02T00:23:00.004+08:00

WELIVEINAVERYSCARYWORLDTHATS full of bullshit.

:D i cant wait

2009-11-26T01:00:00.004+08:00

i cant wait :D tmr (or rather, today) my soldiers coming out!
-to those girls, just wait till your boy goes into NS, 6 days=NOTHING! lols. dont make it seem like such a big deal lahh hor :D
i cant wait to see SE7EN crew & IF YOUR HAPPYs video on youtube!

i cant wait to start choreo-ing :D AHH SO EGGCITED, FASTER COME BACK MY PARTNER!

i cant wait for funka because the idea sounds really fun :D

i cant wait for o school recital-cos i wanna VAMPIRE. HAHAHA! :)

i cant wait for CNY2010 because i need some COLD HARD CASH$$$$$$$$$$$$$

i cant wait to get a new job, because my current job is PATHETIC.

i cant wait to collect more inspirations to choreo!!

i cant wait to discover more AWESOME tracks!!

i cant wait for...er.......ken to ORD! HAHAHAHAHA(okok POP first ok)

i cant wait to get my butt out of SILLYPORE.

i cant wait for alot of things!!!!!

but
no la, im not impatient one.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and this photo below is so classic i swear.
my goodass boyfriend ~~forced~~asked me to take a photo with the haunting number
-_- which results in the face.

GOODBYE ALL :D
till then!

GO GO POWER RANGERS!!!!

2009-11-23T03:31:00.004+08:00

& so my previous post kinda caught a little too much unwanted attention.
but anyhows. im still thinking....
to you guys.

ter- yes we should plan and all leave at one go. HAHAHA. but......that will be..like....in 2050? haha

limin- welcome :D i enjoyed working with you! haha. and yes, i feel jaded RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW. lols.

wk aka kiat- lols. thank for agree-ing la!! altho im still at a lost. but thanks :] i think i really need to move on....and when are u gonna stop clubbing? HAHAHAHAHA

mia- dont worry :] if i decide, u also wont notice one :] just continue to be mr faith. haha.

jasshole- hahaha. super mega funny cos i was so super mega annoyed! those people ANNOY ME. HAHAHAHA.

NOW WATCH THIS....
it cracked me up big time..
must watch all the episodes! LOLS!
(altho some part abit RA-TED) haha

I SHOULD LEAVE.

2009-11-17T02:08:00.004+08:00

i got this feeling.
that i think i should move on with my life already.
and quit doing whatever im doing nowadays.

dance...its taking up too much of my time and my life.
or rather. NRA is taking too much of my time.
and my life.
and although i am VERY happy dancing.
like i seriously enjoy it alot....
its not practical ):
i doubt i can live my life dancing away happily.

and seriously, i dont care whoever is reading this.
why should i dedicate a whole CHUNK of my life to...nra....?
i love my friends yes, but.......
this is really making me think.

and im not even earning from it.
even if i can, HOW MUCH CAN I EARN?!
i mean, thats not the point, i know..money is not everything i know.
but without money....HOW? 0_0!!!

somebody enlighten me.
.
thinking of leaving in a while.

i wish you were here right now, i seriously need someone to talk to.
screw NS once again.

& even though i had a major headache w gastric pains starting from the warm up.
i enjoyed teaching crew class :] thank you all for coming.
goodbye.

cry me an adele.

2009-11-10T02:27:00.004+08:00

this is the first time in my life.
i cried THAT much after listening(plus looking at the lyrics) to such a song.

i think i miss you.

its times like these when i just want to fly away
(to find you who seems so near yet so far)
:] i love you honey

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet (i dont feel this part. LOLS)
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

yes i shall choreo to this song :D
if a song can make me cry, it can give me powers to choreo.
i believe?

BASEMENT JAXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-17T01:24:00.001+08:00

it's like an ELECTRIC BRASS FUNK EXPLOSION in my FACE.

So ADDICTIVELY DANCEABLE.

I LOVE THEM

JUST SOME POINTLESS POINTS.

2009-10-02T00:30:00.015+08:00

OK NUMBA ONE
seriously

if you know me well, i dont get irritated very easily.

(ok maybe only sometimes lah)

BUT AH!
theres this girl.
she irritates me SOOOOOOO much by not even talking to me okays!
amazing or what??
you tell me you tell meeee........

&
NO LAH! its not my fault that i get irritated you know.
i explain let you see.

she acts cute even through her facebook status.
PISSES ME OFF. kaozzzzzzzzz.
altho i met her only like abt 5 times in my life, she just still irritates me.
i tried to accept her as a not-so-irritating person before, but as the irritating level goes down.
she does something again and BAM WHAM SLAM!!! she irritates me again. LOLOLOLOL.

& i really cant stand it when she acts so freakiinnnn weak & pitiful.
talk so friggin SOFT.... for WHAT!

need a loudspeaker?

or NO VOICEBOX?!

like...no BONES also. no MUSCLES also...idk...no BRAIN?!
yeah i think so. no brain.

yeah like this guy, except shes a girl and this is a guy. ok that was a pointless comment made.

yes her name is super wierd too, its like a FRUIT NAME.
ok but its not orange aka liling, altho sometimes orange also shocks me with her very the loud "HELLO!!" or very the loud "BYEBYE!!!", i still love her... & at least i know she doesnt need a loudspeaker.

but....
this girl..not orange, another fruit.
damn WEAK LAH aiyah.
ok i mean her, not the fruit.

wind blow?!
!!!POOF!!!
GONE WITH THE WIND.
SIAO ONEEEEZXZZXZXZ

LOLS.
see la, talking about her makes me so aunty.
tsk. but she really is very the very the ultimate the frigging irritatingszx me.
so i just cant help it.

she should change her name to........lemme see...
HELLO/MY/NAME/IS/IRRITATING/GIRL -inserts her surname here-

thats lame but...it kinda makes sense to me.

ANYWAY NUMBA TWO
within these 2 days, i have received the same comment from 4 different people at 4 different locations.

"WAH YOU VERY COLOURFUL LEH!!"

therefore!
altho i should start cutting down on my colors before i make someone blind very. very. soon.
i dont really care. LOLS. i just wanna post this up because i think he peekture above is
WELLY THE NAAIISE. if u get what i mean :]

okay...this point is really no point lah seriously. lols.

THAN HERE COMES THE VERY DARK-SIDED
NUMBA THREE

those of you who still dont KNOW.
i work at PLAY IMAGINATIVE now.
http://www.playimaginative.com/

ok its at this ultimate bad fengshui building called ILUMA,
but heng the shop not really INSIDE the building, like the entrance is outside the building so when you enter, you enter from outside the building not really inside the building.

you know you know?
and than.

the fengshui is really like 0_0. dont even get me started on the wierd ILUMA name.
like, the shopping centre, right smack next to bugis street. so stupid!!
if its me, i wont set up my shopping centre there. haha like as if i can even set up one.

you think about it.
go ILUMA see 1 cardigan, wahhh 35DOLLAS.
than i go bugis street, WAHHHH 10 DOLLAS!!! buy liao ah!!!
(ok practically everything there is 10bucks)
so iluma, not v.good.

and come to think of it, they should change BUGIS STREETs name to like 10DOLLAS 'JIE' or something.
jie in chinese la. means...street or...road? AIYAH you know you know?!
you mean you never thought of it before??
cannot be.

lols okok thats not the point, i ultimate sidetrack like how NRA meetings always sidetrack.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. oopps.
but dont worry, i got conclusion one, not like ___ meetings always no conclusion.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. opps i did it again.

ok so weekends are the worse. when i take 980 home.
its like the bus drives to INDIA in a few minutes. like. LITERALLY!

cheeeebongzxskiaz!

the first time i took, i sat at the LAST SEAT THE ULTI-CORNER.
than for 3 consecutive bus-stops.
they INVADED the bus.

so my thoughts went OVER THE TOP once it reached the 3rd busstop!!!

1st bus-stop: tsk, why suddenly so many ah. ok at least it didnt really smell that bad YET. and the indian guy that sat next to me kept his distance, so i thought there were nice ones after all?????????????????????
(note the amount of question marks)

2nd bus-stop: i saw them...1 after another. again & again. ok at this point of time, i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. like NO WAY WHERE AM I?!?! than i look out the window, all black black also...i really 0_0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd bus-stop: the smell, the sight, the noise. i almost attempted to break the glass and do a jackie chan stunt out onto the road of INDIA...ok...i mean..SINGAPORE.

and so you thought that was bad?
me, and a few chinese friends, stuck in a single-decker bus with PLENTIFUL of....
BLACK PEPPER COATED SARDINES?!?!

nope. the worse part was the getting down.

ok im gonna say this.
some INDIANS, DONT UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF 'EXCUSE ME'
trust me...
either they talk to much till they're really kinda deaf.
OR!!!
i said 'excuse me' TOO SLOW.
like you know they talk so freaking fast you think its on fast-forward mode? hahaha

yeah next time i shall try saying it faster whenever i meet the black sardines again.

EXCUSE ME!!!!!!!! (X32 speed up)

and not to mention. they're so wierd.
they come up with weird tasting & weird looking food too. like what the heck.

It’s called ka-ran-jee.
It’s greasy on the outside and filled with some coconut shit that’ll make guys testicles shrivel.
I don’t even want to think about what it might do to girls.
India may be one of the world’s oldest civilizations, but if they keep making crap like this they’re gonna be floundering in the minor leagues for the rest of the millennium.

ok now thanks for reading my OH-SO-POINTLESS blogpost.
goodbye.

NO DOUBT.

2009-09-28T01:45:00.004+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHH

god should consider having a "RAINING MONEY SEASON" in singapore you know.
(ok but not coins of course, just notes notes and more dolla notes!)

ok this ones not in singapore and is in 2001
but can you just imagine?!?!?!?!!?
zonk.

but on happier note.
NO DOUBTS BACK AND ROCKIN!
HAHAHAHAHA

:D

WICKEDTEMPO VICKS MISSES YOU :]

2009-09-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

suddenly felt like watching this :D
i miss wickedtempo.

my most anyhow group at first which turned out surprisingly awesome
:D!!!!!

ELLEN KIM

2009-09-22T23:17:00.003+08:00

MY DEAR PARTNER MIA I FEEL YOUR SORROW NOW.
LOLS!!!!!

WA LEOZXZXZXX EH.
0_0!!!!!!!!!!
ellen(OHMYGOD!)kim

SORRY FOR THE OVERLOADING OF VIDS.
BUT WHAT THE HELL.

little did i know.

but my favourite is still mari
:D
heh!!

<3
AHHHH THERES ALWAYS ANOTHER CHANCE LAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!!!!!

in real fact.
i just typed that to console myself.

mamamiya

2009-08-16T19:28:00.006+08:00

i bet jason mraz would be so elated to see this.
because theyre good and this is super entertaining!!

oh i almost forgot.
to YOU.
do not.
talk, claim, or make us(ME) feel so fucking guilty, without evidence.
do not, make yourself feel like a total pain in the ass when you are ALREADY one.
it is. R.E.T.A.R.D.E.D
so please, sometimes, its just better to SHUT YOUR GAP.
i bet with your pathetic face, and confused dressing, is more than enough to KILL.
but than again, you look super omega DUMB already.
we didnt have ANYTHING that looked almost similar other than 2 jumps.
so you know what?
shoo.
just vanish.
NOW

okay... (BREATHE)
blogs are super good cos you get to go on and go without anyone to stop you.

:D

and congrats to all the NRA groups! a whoopin 11 teams!!
and to the AWESOME BLACK INITIAL.
now that we're going up full force.
HAHAHAHA.
i cant wait!!!

im not crazy in love. im not.

2009-08-07T04:47:00.006+08:00

(iloveyou.sooomuchiswear)
will miss you like mad even tho its 4days.
thank you for showing concern!
i will take care :D
&,moofy gets to go!
heh.
<3 be right back hons.

somesomes.

2009-08-06T14:56:00.004+08:00

FREE BEATS
now why dont they have that in singapore?
i thought 00:27 was really quirky tho.
&

'OH IM DA MONSTAAAA!!'
LOLS!

GWEN LIVE.
awesome! love the song :D
but i really wonder what her wardrobe manager was thinking.
HAHA

hoohaa.
good luck to all suntec groups!
only like 1 week left.
and i still needa to overseas for 4 whole days.
BAH.
sorry BI.

GOODBAI.

JOYCE & THE DINO BOYS. SICK!

2009-08-04T02:07:00.003+08:00

WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(theyre the real sick. LOLOLOLOL)
ok no pun intended but whaaattatatatatatataever.

AWESOME!

JATB & nobody robotic.

2009-08-02T03:26:00.003+08:00

GO
JOYCE & THE BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so proud of you all you laaaaaaaaa!!!
LOLS

jiayoujiayou!!
bring some fresh air back!!!
:D
:D
:D

and i saw quite an interesting video.
entertaining :D

theyre coming?! FOR REAL?!

2009-07-28T02:19:00.001+08:00

justkillme.

ok butt. seriously im not ready for this shit.

crazy singing paired with crazy bboys. (did i mention cute too?)

2009-07-23T22:40:00.009+08:00

dig my new blog skin dontchaaa!!!
GO GO POWER RANGERS!! :D!!!
HEH!
i made it myself so.....if you want it.
maybe you buy me bubble tea i make for you loh.
HAHAHAHAHA.
:P!

OK you know how sometimes you really really wanna crack a riddle?

THE MORE THERE IS
THE LESS YOU SEE
WHAT IS IT???

try to solve this without running to mr google for help. LOLOL!

and here we have.
all time favourite.
friggin gooooood!!!!

you know i can listen to this like 13939373928739 times and....still want to listen to it again!!
please sing to me all night long!!
HAHAHAHHAA

god given talent la basketzzxx.
wheres mine? LOL

QUESTCREW
pacs showed me this last night.
this is SICK AS HELL.
watch 00:28 where the song goes..

"gotta arch your back, swing your head..just like that, i dont care.."

yes they used girls on the dance floor.
i never thought bboys could break to that friggin song!!

ITS SERIOUSLY VERY SIAO!!!
the move damn nice PLUS hit the FRIGGING BEAT.
(ok but srsly i got no balls so i wont bother learning a flip)
+my back will scream my name

like totally COMBO AFTER COMBO AFTTERRR COMBOO!!
to the ULTIMATES OF THE COMBO.
check it out.

:D

NOW.
this photo is here because i just read PEGGY chens blog, and it has a picture of me that.
i think.
totally RUINED MY IMAGE.
LOLOLOLOL!!!
so this one shall make up for it.
if you go her blog just to see my fugly photo....YOU SHALL OWE ME 1 BIG BANGING BUCK.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
boh leowszxzxz

BYE BYE LAH.
(and i swear i'll never use her phone to take photos again...LOLOL!)

M.M. MARVELLOUS

2009-07-09T04:06:00.002+08:00

AND AGAIN SHE DOES IT.

un.stoppable.

amazing.
& cute.

SONIASINGS

2009-06-19T02:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO HUMANS!!!
:D

please support our dearest SONIA!!
http://onemillionstar.starhub.com/vote.php

BE GENEROUS!
SPAM!

TBG. round the corner.

2009-06-14T06:44:00.003+08:00

:D

praying for it.
really bad.

THE BIG GROOVE 2009.

ROUND THE CORNER.

GOD please help me with that left side double.

please.

2009-06-07T03:50:00.004+08:00

i think im abit confused right now

(hide)

hohahehong

2009-06-04T03:20:00.005+08:00

google chrome has been really awesome so far.

way better than internet explorer to me at least.

tbg has started training at last.

i hope big alexs choreo is up :X

and i pray that i wont need to do the killer floor work for shimins choreo.

HIAK HIAK.

anyhows. im still very delighted i got my DS.

altho i only have managed to convert 1 video so far.

(at least i converted an awesoe video with an awesome choreo)

and altho i have not bought the DS WEB BROWSER.

im still a happy kid cos i get to play all my games!!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO!

:D
:D

tbg.

suntec.

army(FUCK THIS).

whats next.....?

OH AND.

been to the bird park recently?

parrots are noisy birds.

the hat i regret not buying.

cheeeeken pok.

- ok but it was abit small lah...so.... :D! (self consoled...LOL)

THE WIND..i repeat.

THE WIND.

its the wind ok.

but looks real right?!
like friggin 6months already.

HAHAHAHAHA

BYE.

boyspads&parents

2009-05-19T04:30:00.004+08:00

WHY BOYS NEED PARENTS.

(i mean, we girls need parents too but....just a title lah ok, get over it now)

cracked me up big time i swear.

well at least he has mr ducky poo to accompany him.....no?

"now now...what do we have here...."

now what???

LOLOL

MR-how-to-sign-up-for-ipod-warranty

aka mr ron chen GG.

told me about how bill gates isnt much of a high school drop out after all.

and than i ~~KAPO~~ went to search for that CRACK website, but actually idk whether i got the correct web or not.

but to hell with all that cos i found all the above!!!

which did in fact crack me up as i said :D

~~especially the PAD one~~

so....

YAH.

hmmm..

i mean....girls need parents too ya know.
heh

heh

2009-05-19T02:58:00.002+08:00

some people are like...

REALLY THICK SKIN..

(other than me lah)

*shrugs*

anyway, thanks hons for the really-i-love-it-very-much handmade doll. really means alot to me :D

i love you, and our new friend, moofy.

___ & I HATE ARMY..REALLY I DO.

2009-05-05T03:21:00.007+08:00

i know.

very bad timing.

but im starting to think that..

i really cant do this.

but whatever man.

im gonna give it my best shot.

i shall learn to....not let ___ affect me anymore.

its been. too much.

and it shall be over.

i shall believe in myself ~~once more.~~

whatever the outcome...well.....

hmmm...

mr.wah lao eh

actually i cant wait to see you botak.

hehehe

but i really hate army.

like...HATE HATE HATE IT.

dont need to give me those wierdo psychotic reasons on why army is good for the country.

BRABRABRA

cos to me.

its bullshit.

~~childish.~~

BUT I DONT CARE......

i just hate the army. ok? no use quarreling with me.

LOLOLOL

so whoever who invented army should just burn in hell now...

(maybe he/she is....MOAHAHAHA)

nabei.

all the camps in spore should get burnt down lah!

ON FIRE!! BURN BURN BURNNNN

like NOW NOW NOWWW!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!

0_0

er ok.

too psychotic.

yummy.

2009-05-03T03:56:00.002+08:00

OK.

i got a shock
cos its one of my fav songs of all times. (BY AWESOME MISSY E.)
& ive nv watched this before..how can!?
i got amazed at the wonderousfully done choreo.
awesome i tell ya
i literally melted at 00:31.
yes....watch the damn video...
damn can that guy move!

he made a simple move into a........
AHHHH
mmmm
OOHHH

HAHA!
oh well. at least to me.

enjoy you.

yummy.

BEYOND WORDS.

2009-04-26T03:02:00.004+08:00

THIS

BEYOND

WORDS.

mariel martin...

Keone Madrid....

GOD GRANT ME some of their TALENT!!

please?
lols

& i am officially adding oil to shimin/alex/ron and the TBGiers.

done, lost.

2009-04-19T21:54:00.004+08:00

i really cannot understand.
i feel so ----
i know it shouldnt be like.
i give so i can get in return, but..
sometimes its so hard not to feel that way.
):

i am human. am i?

i dont like to be the one that gets the blame all the time. its so..frustrating.
its not like im wrong all the time.
i know i shouldnt have screamed at the top of my LUNGS like that.
but how could you say such a thing?!
you could be jailed if whatever you said came true.
yes sometimes i admit im wrong, but how about...you? are you actually all correct at the same time?
its not confusing, but its so....confusing.

its like you want to run away...but you cant?
because youre already so attached to stuff around you.
but you know what?
everyones situation is different.
some of you have parents who love to go watch you dance, who supports you in dancing ALL THE WAY.
but not mine.
thats my life for you.

in a way, they despise it, unless i dance at church.
if not, im just doing little to nothing when i join comps, perform, or whatever.
i know, they just wished im some nerdy girl who loves to study, keep going to school, get f-BIG BUCKS, great grades. so that i can give them money and they can stop slogging their life away.
oh. and get a nerdy boyfriend too, they would love that.

(laughs)

sometimes blog hopping isnt a very good idea you know, you see people having so much fun..and sometimes wonder how come they have so much moneyto do so, or their boyfriends or girlfriends are so rich & can drive, when im... is so frigging broke.

with eyes of green and instead of having a red face, my face turns green w envy.
ok but not everything is about money i guess, but its another point that angers me is. some beings, just dont seem to understand. after so many years of hinting, persuading, telling. seriously, it doesnt get into such a simple brain does it?

waiting, anticipating. so...when do you really want me to wait till?
till i think its time i run off and.................find another?
its time you stop taking things forgranted.
and make some true blue manly decisions without me telling you to.
yeah i know you dont read my blog until i tell you to.
its always the case, i dont know if you even really care. or not. sometimes.

indulging.
15bucks on a storybook recently, thats like...not worth it, but the book is funny.
it makes me happy.
wasting my money at the arcade(i hate going to arcades. the noise).
but it makes me happy even when i cant catch the toys i want.
giving money away so that i have some company with...idk.

its funny how everyone does these stupid things to try and make themselves feel better about living in this wierd ~~and pathetic~~world.

and than you have.
people whom you respect SOOO MUCH, give really dis-respectful comments about things.
is it so wrong to give someone a chance? why are you depriving people. WHY? and not only that, you are making things so difficult for everyone. you love the power, we give it to you because in the real world, we OWE u. but you always claim you love doing this and that and this and that because of your passion.
but...sometimes i just think you're completely retarded. and i just want to tell you..
"youre not right all the time"
no one is!
take your side, i cant help but complain that you're a real bitch sometimes.
and for once i totally disagree with you.

i really love my family, and.......so many things oh my god.
but sometimes.
i feel so. so. tired.

i just want to run away.
from you, yes you.
from him.
from them.
from everything.

):

i had a wierd dream last night.
it involved a guy, a few others whom i cant rmb but i know..all from nra.
and.
wierd happenings.
i really wonder, why do i get those sorta dreams.
its so...un-called for.
i hate it.

just bring me...
to the furthest place away from here.

this world is scary.
trust no one.

SWAGVIBES = <3

2009-03-29T01:49:00.009+08:00

(i know im abit late on this, but....anyhows..)

undeniable.
of course im sad.
who wont be?!
after training for so long...

(someone sing me a happy tune)

but i enjoyed myself so much just dancing & sharing the stage with you and you and you and you :D

therefore i dont see a real reason to be SUUUPER sad about it.

hence i am so over the being sad or whatever stage.

but i still....

LOOKING BACK

initially we were super scattered.
super distracted
super not co-ordinated
super name it you have it kind of group.

really like
ROJaK.

but in the end :D
it is the experience we gain, the friendship we take with us, that we should be delighted of.

(not like we go semi finals we bao get 4000bucks) LOL!
no pun intended.

or even 500 bucks.
LOL!
agree?

but still...

DAVID the SHARPKIA

seriously, throughout the entire team, your choreo was the HARDEST for me. i really had a hard time coping, adjusting my body, and learning your style. but after KINDA getting it. i must say its seriously addictive! :D thank you so much, for helping me push myself to another level (heart)

MIA the BUBBLE BOY(lols!!!)

bubble boy cos ure style and movements really like a bubble.. LOL

ok first, sorry. LOL for not guiding you properly as seniors(yes we really bad example i swear), other than the choreo and formation part. really :X LOL and about the violin choreo...BAH ): lets not talk about it, maybe u can use it for DANZATION 2010!! :D :D or..suntec!!! :D :D dont think so much k :D cannot cry anymore ah. LOL. anything just go bite your pillow or ure bolster. it helps, trust me :D! till our next partner work :D (heart)

NICOLDGREEN

ok. i still cannot forget your "sorry for being sick today, i promise i wont ask for break tmr..promise".. LOL CLASSIC!! and your 300+ wedding photoes that made you go really KEEEESIAO. lols. coping with so many things going on. really tough task. anyway, learn lor cos you business woman liao right LOLL! thanks for bringing so much laughter to the group always :D and next time put your sleepy face mask at home aite! LOL :P till suntec (heart)

JAEI AH EH

late nights, having to cope with school, ~~gossip sessions~~, costume headache, choreo changes(lols), choreo fan nao, it was... i must say, quite alot we've been through while preparing for this comp. no one to lead us unlike poshbites, but i guess we still coped! & SORRY FOR STEPPIN ON YOU DURING SEXYBACK!!! :X
LOLS. till our next comp. lets add oil! (heart)

as a group we went through..
joy
fun
alot of laughter
sadness
demoralised periods
motivated periods.
stressed over costume periods
stressed over not enough prac
stressed over choreo.
& a whole lot of learning & sharing.

so many things.

an unforgettable experience.
thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

i still believe
WE BROUGHT SEXYBACK.

LOLOLOLOLOL (to the pic below)

to WASABI, you guys really make me smile big time.
it was awesome.
really :D
deeply honestly happy for you guys :D
rooting for y`all
:D

to the rest.
jiayou.

to YEN group.
dont fret..cos we still rocked the stage i believe..
but seriously, ending with the back facing judges, really...like CURSED ENDING.
LOLOLOLOL!!!

to Xings group,

lets continue to enjoy dancing!! :D

life has its ups and downs, and we are just experiencing the not so happy moment cos of unwise(YES , unwise) decisions.
at the end of the day, we still learn, have fun, and experience.
didnt we?

life is meant to be unfair.

live happily :D cos we only live once.
:D

to...you(s)

just..SUNK IN YOUR OWN WORLD?

how perfect.

i see almost ALL your nostrils high in the sky. can you even see it!?
the world does NOT revolve around you. look around :D

all in all
once a swagger, always a swagger .
(heart) swagvibes.

ok i now this would come off too random.

BUT!!!

who caressss...

LOL e background chio rightt!!!! ok maybe not chio, but quite cute...no? LOLOLOL

BLANANAS.

:D :D :D

THANK YOU poopooface.
❤

SUPERMARIO!

2009-03-28T03:40:00.001+08:00

ok this is seriously
0_0

never seen before shit!
and seriously, just ignore his lingo a lil aite

:D

lol
DOPE OR WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM IN A SHITUATION

2009-03-26T02:03:00.005+08:00

and we're a few days away

lets go SWAGVIBES!

lets bring the sexyback! :D

(LOL actually the picture is for back pain ad. WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!)

!!!JIAYOU SWAGGERS!!!

and..omg

why my ~~boobs~~ boots totally play me out at the wrong time!

WHAT A SHITUATION!

why the zip like that?!

cheeebye.

2 days left only LEHHHHHH.

bird.

i'll see what i can do tmr.

at the most.

safety pin??

eeewww

what if it pricks my skin.

than i get like...bloody oozing outta my ankle while prolly dancing to greenlight or something.

than i really can sing

"IM READY TO GO RIGHT NOW....IM READY TO GO RIGHT NOW....."

0_0

and than cos the stage is so blarrrdy small.

the organisers think we all belly dance or lion dance or what SIALLL

SIALLLA.

so cos the stage so smallll....

i'll prolly fall off during the whacking segment cos of my bleeding ankle!

BAHHH....

DISASTER!!

omg what if it pricks my bone?!?!

0_0!!!!!

ok.

think too much.

lols.

please god, i hope the nice tailor auntie(usually auntie right? lol), will be able to fix my zip by tmr.

latest friday lor..

OHMYGODZILLA

SOMEBOOORDAE SAVE MEEEE!!!

ranting rocks

2009-03-24T03:32:00.006+08:00

time to communicate...
some try.
but some dont even care that others are trying to communicate so that things are more efficient for all of us.

dont care, dont follow, dont even bother.
worse, still try to set up other arrangements.
than?
set and act like nothing has happened, not even an explanation or a sorry.
whatthefuck you whore.

yeah, do everything your way you cunning little slut.
act act act.
doesnt get you far in life.

no wonder we hear you talking all day & night about doing this,
da da da da da da da.
everyones SICK of your stupid big dreams my dear.
dream big, not talk big.

and by conversing with that super act cute voice of yours.
pisses the shit out of aloooottt of human beings around the world.
you're not the prettiest bitch around so stop acting like one.

yes.
in some point or another.
you suck balls. (literally, LOL)
cant be bothered about you and your doings any longer.
do what you deem fit.

other than that.
.....

having a blog is a real good place to rant
whenever i feel like it.
however i feel like it.
and best part.
it doesnt argue back.
neither do i need it to answer me back.
cos i simply need.
to rant.

i guess my period's on its way.

:]

and to my bomberman.
thank you.
for..
i should say, everything

been about 5 short years..and many more years to come.
thanks for being the bestest of the best boyfriend any girl could ask for and my very bestfriend.
my soulmate.
i ♥ u
:D

(sorry that i get really pissed when i get bitten by mosquitoes, cos seriously too many sometimes)

LOL!

to you.you.you and you.

2009-03-22T03:47:00.005+08:00

i really wonder.
is it that hard to find comfort in ourselves sometimes?
do we really need just 1 person to be there for us all the time.
be it whatever gender or race or religion.

do we need the person for show? for...idk.
to fill up the empty spaces in our hearts?
just to. BE THERE.
its not like you have no good friends, who really care.
who really wants to help.

its just...

frustrating.
we can only help THIS MUCH.
THHHHHHIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSS MUCH.
(ok its not alot but whatever, we have our lives too....no?)

but.
why wont you help youself.
i know, we wont understand you claim.

but LIFE IS UNFAIR. LIVE WITH IT.
our lives are all meant to be different.
God did not plan for our lives to all be the same...right?

if our lives are all e same, its not use living.
for what i live.
i can just find out about my life from my mom or my grandma or my pops.
cos it'll all be the same wont it?
BUT NO.

we go through different routes.
walk different paths.
handle various situations.
overcome different SHITuations.
but of course, there was a few paths that lead us all to be what we are today.

so wont you just be positive for once.
and...simply.....

let go.
BE HAPPY.

because.
for some others.
its means NOTHING now.
you get it.
N O T H I N G.

even if it means something.
its close to nothing cos of the way others behave.

be it care, concern, love, anxiousness, or whatever you name it.
where?

so why be miserable.
its no use harping.
no use whining.
no use even talking about it anymore at this stage.
just stop thinking like your life sucks that much.

look at the brighter things in life.
no use dwelling on the past that brings you NO WHERE.
i repeat.
DWELLING ON THE PAST THAT BRINGS YOU NO WHERE.

look forward.
you got so much more things installed for you.
GOD.
even if you want to think.
pop some +ve pills aight.

than.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
COS YOU ONLY LIVE IT ONCE.

and to you.
dont think you're like the most WEI DA person.
just because you think you are. and...whatever man srsly.
i dont know you well.
but yes i kinda do.

so what if you appear so BRAVE.
so what if you appear so HAPPY.
so what if you appear so OUTGOING.
so what if you appear so POSITIVE
so what if you appear so IGNORANT!

look around.
the world DOES NOT revolve around you.
so take it into your stride.
and stop acting like a man.
it makes you..
well..i should say..

AN IRRITANCE.
get a life i would say.

yes its my blog.
i say whatever i want.

for some, read and remember.
for the others, read and forget.

thats all.

I KNEW I IT WAS SOMETHING

2009-03-20T09:13:00.009+08:00

GROW YOUR OWN DOPE.
HURRAY for my new skin!
i did most of it myself!
:D :D
the colors.
the fonts
even the background!
HURHUR(proud face)

worr zhi jeeeee zuo derrrr horrr
(lol. failed attempt at chinese once again)

seriously, when i got the feel to change blogskin, i always take ages to do it or choose a nice design, but this time i did it within...lets see..
5hrs?
LOL

ok lah i kno still very long.
but...at least...
lol and i know the colors are like omegaly not me.
but...at least i got my colorful tag board! LOL

anyway

the background damn cute righhttt (wakalakalakalaka)
i shall just be happy and assume it is
HAPPY LIKE A BIRD
:D

and so it takes effort to edit a blogskin..
but at least!

ive GRADUATED!

ive GRADUATED!

I IS A GRADUATE!!!

SUPER ELATED!!!

saying that makes me sound super ah ma for some reason.
but i guess receiving results dont suck that much after all!!!

:D
:D
:D
:D

ps/ dont you like my MR BEAN costume(check out my left column).
HUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUA

okay..now what?

shoes for sale!

2009-03-12T02:06:00.009+08:00

HELLO ALL :D

!!!SHOES FOR SALE!!!

PLEASE EMAIL ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED TO PURCHASE!

[skinnythinfats@gmail.com]

prices are somewhat negotiable.

if you have no intention of diggin out those $$$ to pay, please kindly refrain from email-ing me.

THANKS A MILLION

[1] CANDYNIKE
condition: 9/10

[2] BLACKNIKE

condition: 9.5/10

thanks y`all!!!

stop motion animation

2009-03-08T22:18:00.007+08:00

just to share something interesting that the-boyfriend showed me. which i found really interesting so thats why i thought since its interesting i can maybe share this small little interesting thing with you..because its interesting to me.

heh

Stop motion is an animation technique to make a physically manipulated object appear to move on its own. The object is moved by small amounts between individually photographed frames, creating the illusion of movement when the series of frames are played as a continuous sequence.

and 1 more :D

thats all :D

sorry im srsly quite lazy nowadays to really TYPE and THINK what to write in this blog.

when the time comes, when the words flow. i'll be back :D

meanwhile, enjoy all the video blog posts!

AHH! CUTE LIKE....!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-09T01:33:00.001+08:00

amazingly cute.
i wanna go there and kiss this kid,

2009-01-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

boo.

2009-01-04T21:13:00.004+08:00

i miss

the torturing practices.

the sleepless nights(ok maybe not so)

waking up at 9am. (maybe not so again)

pouring water into the red pail for the flowers.

than heading to thomson plaza with beckie and sonia.

after which, start heading to school in beckies car.

going for the multiple practices.

buying donuts to share with the Ps.

receiving jiayou messages.

getting frustrated because you dont know which prac to attend when pracs clash.

having small meals with all my friends.

having small gossip sessions.

costume headache?

toilet gatherings? LOL

and so much more.

lols.

and so..

i thought i got over my.

post danzation syndrome.

i shall think again.

oh yes, thank you.

but...how do i really feel?

i wonder too.

boo.

you miss it too dont you?

i

2009-01-03T00:18:00.004+08:00

i really hope it gets through.
a letter that pathetic.
if it doesnt get through.
i - deemed speechless.

but still.
i shall have faith.
and pray.

i guess

i resist

i want

i hope
i hurt
i wonder.

thinking way tooo much
(breathe)

you know...
i truly wish i was a vampire.
give me speed, strength, eternal life.

and maybe...the power to read minds.

than possibly, i`ll turn you into one too.
than we can all dance forever.

maybe.
maybenot.

dreams Do come true you know
:]

OMG THIS POST TOOK ME 4 HOURS WTH?!

2008-12-28T20:23:00.012+08:00

YES YES.
this is the post that the whole world has been blogging about.
you see all the nra peeps blog.

DANZATION BLABLABLABLA
danzation oh my gods! blablablala
LOLS

yes. so now. its my turn ok :D

danzation has been a GREAT eye opener for me.
i broke though many of my OWN boundaries.
thanks to a few people :D
and i really appreciate them for helping me and pushing me.

seriously, i dont know how everyone coped.
especially the committee.
BUT WE DID IT YA`LL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLS!
too high already.
can you believe it.

AFTER MONTHS of training, planning, scheduling.
CRYING
LAUGHING
EATING TOGETHER
PRACTISING.
COMPLAINING
BITCHING
MEETINGS(faints!)
etc.

its over.
just like that.

but guess what?

i bet you.
this is just the beginning.

we shall freakin believe.

so..here goes!
PEEEKTURES.

so before the whole show........

ppppp eat donuts! :D :D :D

than we have people writing cards...

and people like ah nia using the curler as a HAIR CLIP. (LOLSSS!!!)

we also take random peektures before the show.

eat lollipops!

cry cos its gonna be over so soon!(check out chin. hahaha)

and..alex trying some quirky hair do. LOLS

and here are the......1973320387438292826181 peektures i took lah!

thanks lian for coming down even tho your sick! and...

thank you pacs mom and whole family.

thank you jassss for being so supportive :D

lydia, filzy, zaihar. THANK YOU! i love dancing with you guys.

A MILLIE A MILLIE :X

:D :D

i love RP, SMU, SIM, The Streets! :D :D :D :D

yous alls rocks my socks! HAHAHA

thank you all!

joyce your choreo is sick and you look scaree in this photo. please dont eat me up. LOLS

von steam!(ure new name. no more spears. LOLS!)

bao...whats with the face!!!!

von...i think SIA wont accept you anymore cos you have to stay with us lah! HEH :D

JON.. yes i feel you...for once. lols.

WQ and TER. ter your choreos really LAO SAI. and wq...liang liang!!! LOLOLOLS *runs away*

SUSU LIZARD. really thank you. for so much :D everything will be fine for you. i believe :D

YAYY!!!

(lols actually i type until i very tired already.)

seriously its damn tiring to edit all these photoes!

but i love you all so much until......

tsk tsk.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!

to my partner mia mia alpha aduuukeeenteck.
LOLS!
seriously. partnering you for 4 items.
idk how that happened.
but
i really enjoyed myself.
i miss dancing with you already lah you bird.
and
really really thank you for helping me breakthrough.
(you know what i mean)
till our next partnerwork :D :D :D :D :D
you owe me aduuukeens! LOLS!!!!

ok this one seriously. too much to type.
but i still must do this!!!!

MINSY- thanks for the ulti dope videos! and thanks for always being there no matter what. i enjoy our sometimes tired, sometimes funny sometimes complainy bus rides home. i do! :D hope u happy happy with 100points!

beckie- ok number 1, thank you for constantly letting me TOM PANG(is there such a word!?) your car!!!! seriously thank you many manyeees! and...srsly your sexy dance. omega ulti dope already. too hair raising. and..haha! cant forget your sequin bra lah omg (faints). tmr we go eat prata ok! you crave damn long liao.. HAHAHAHA

pegs ahlian- LOLS! *salutes* CHIEF AH! lols! pulling off such a huge production i really....(hats off to you)... too dope already! im so glad all the nights of crying, talking, planning..has paid off so well. i bet you must be damn tired. please rest so well. so we can party in a few days time!!!!! :D :D :D and..girls night out soon bitch!

AH NIA- thank you for dope video lah. too omega dope already. LOLS. and omg. MY ELF! hahaha have you forgotten? lols. so you upgrade liao..from elf..now become my sista!!!! LOLS. omg thats too ah lian. my SISTER :D i still cant believe i felt you during bleeding love. we UP already! LOLS! and..........ERPS! hahahahahahahhahahaha

AH EH- ups n down ups n down ups n down. we've really been through so much together (ok too mushy). LOLS!. HEY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. omg. today's not your bdae. so i can bitch you. HAHAHAHA. ok. thank you 19272930829290393 times for such a rihanna choreo. i super dig your choreo(abit cos my name inside. VICTORIA SECRETS. LOLS!) but. srsly. i see you dance hurt. i feel damn happy (i told you about it before.....i know you rmb!!!) please please. we must go overseas together ok!!!!!!!! and....i think they all not keen on prawning. i quite sad. how? LOLS.

ALI aka my XIAO QING WA- i have this small fetish for calling you xiao qing wa. LOLS! like....its...ok not cute.. but....abit cute. LOLS! ok seriously, you another video kia. thanks for video hor! i love the part where the water splash on yew. HAHAHA. toooo funny. lols. and..how do you cycle with sickle foot?!?! its too sick! LOLS! omg..we must faster start our BI cum yakult sisters training ok! :D:D :D i cant wait to join comp with you all lahhhhhh

xing aka spasms gf.- LOLS! i love it when he did that spasm thing. really omega funny. "hello im (shakes)...spasm" LOLOLOLOL. WAH LEOWS. anyway. even tho you didnt dance for danzation., your heart still with us rightttt :D :D :D we will be dancing together soon lah hor! saturday...whoooo. and. YOUR'RE THE ELDEST! YOU'RE THE FIRST! i shall go pick a nice foundation song for the girls :D :D eh book chalet! LOLS!

to malex- you're in a black shirt in this photo. NOT WHITE. remember that ok!
cant see it?
imagination is the key to success :D

to partneron- despite your fever you still full out for elevator. (kowtows...1 time only).
LOLS!
and....wah lao. we must take peekture next time.
promise ogays...how can we no peekture man. no way..lols.
danzation 2010!!!

without PPPPP, i wouldnt feel so at home in nra.
i love each and everyone of you unique brat.
family.
(LOVES)

KOSMAN!!! :D ok your photo is here cos i wanna thank you for always putting me in your items. i super ultra omega love all your items. and i never get sick of doing grace kelly. IM SERIOUS. lols! my fav internal item!! :D :D :D
abit psychotic but whatever!! LOLS

thank you logistics! :D :D :D :D :D without you guys. our logo, boards and all the stuff wont be so dope.
headphones. nra so many ppl. can one la :D
jiayou jon

SMU + NRA = :D
omg...smu lets steamboat lah! LOLS!
and....i found a long lost beverly hills sister!! aka my zebra friend. HAHAHAHAHAHA

:D
no lah her head not very big.lolllllls

a million thanks :D
for so much...........

nutty nuts.
thank you. you never fail to come to my production. really.
thank you :D
(loves)
and and...FOSSE!! ARGH!! LOLS!

okay.

realise.

you're always the last peeekture.

cos...they say

[leave the best for the last]

thank you for understanding

during times when i needed a listening ear, thank you for listening

thank you for helping out in the photoshoot.

thank you for supporting me.

thank you for just hugging me when i needed one.

thank you for the sacrifices you make for me.

thank you for loving me.

thank you for loving me by loving what i do.

thank you for...simply being there.

sorry for all the stupid things ive done so far.

i love you.

i would be too greedy to ask for more.

thank you :D

best boyfriend award goes to you..

you return me my twilight book soon!

read on computer no fun!

LOLOLOLOL

kidding lah kukubird.

and i love all of you too! :D :D :D :D

THANK YOU MR THOMAS TAN!!!!!

REALLY THANK YOU SO MUCH :D :D :D

like..really for EVERYTHING!!!!

without you. danzation 2008 = ZERO.

BYEEEEE

(wah lao. damn tired lah!)

post danzation syndrome?
TELL ME ABOUT IT.

lols

to dad and mom. im sorry. i love you.

AHH OHH EHH?!

2008-12-09T01:01:00.003+08:00

OK NRA.
WE GOT 9 days left.
(nabei)
STEP 1: breath (especially when you dance)

STEP 2: FEEL THE MUSIC. PUT YOUR SOUL INTO THE MUSIC and DANCE.

STEP 3: CHIONG ALREADY LAH!!

LOLSSS

OHH MINES GODSS
DANZATION 2008 IS NEXT WEEK

NEXT WEEK LEH!!!!

lololols

i can just sit at a corner and hyperventilate(again)..
but NO! i must practice my steps! go through the sequence.

most important feel the dance, and put my soul into the movements(sounds abit scary. LOLS).

and wah lao.

i really very panic now.

and i just went to my dad, i said

"DADDY, I SAW E CALENDER AND JUST REALISED DANZATION IS NEXT WEEK LEH!!! I DAMN EXCITED NOW!! HOWWW?!?!"

than he give me the 0_0 face.

AHHH

i need someone to be high with me now.

HIGH
HIGH
HIGH

thats why i come and blog

HAHA!

than now
im talking to myself -____-

haha

and.

just now i drank milk.

and i saw the expiry date on the milk bottle (22 december 2008)

than i thought to myself.

WAH LAO.

DANZATION WILL BE OVER BY THEN.

holy shitzos.
i feel a gush of emotions now.

nervous

excited

panic

and many more lah!

AIYOYO.

omg.

UP ALREADY LAH!!!!!!!!!

come on come on come on!!!

KLAKLAKLAKLAKLAKLAKLAKLAKLAKLAKLA

K LA

GO NRA GO NRA GO GO GO!!

TRANSFORMERS MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE!!!!

(you must sing in the correct tune, than got feel one. really!! LOLOLOLS)

but idk if i got e lyrics correct.

BUT WHATEVAAAAAA

LOLS

lols.

lols

siao already

ugh

2008-12-05T00:40:00.003+08:00

seriously.
i dont know what or how to feel for these situations anymore.
sometimes im so tired of it happening over and over again.
i just want to let it go.
but i cant.
i get tired, everyone does.
but its so confusing because its like a roller coaster ride where you cant see whats coming up ahead of you.
its like pitch black
...lost?

i dont know whats wrong.
is it me?
is it you?

its contridicting how people say "yes i understand"
but in fact they dont.
i dont know how i am going to deal with this if more comes my way.

fluster.
crash?

lend me your ears.
maybe your shoulder too.
i dont need half a heart.
i need it whole.

maybe a hug.

i dont like coming home and getting this feeling.
it makes me feel......horrible.
sorry.

FOC

2008-12-04T09:41:00.003+08:00

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLL

i super miss this!!!!

yes.
beat that.

"im a big girl i can handle myself" (swings arms)
LOLS

i wanna do freshie item again.
so funnn..

omg srsly freshies, cherish your freshie item cos you only get to do it once in your life time!
LOLS

ok,
i shall go to 1 corner and hyperventilate like many others because DANZATION2008 is 14 days away.

bye.

DANZATION 2008 WE ARE HERE FOR U

2008-12-01T13:40:00.005+08:00

POWER UP..
LETS GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(yes the pic above is out booklet cover :D)

im egg site ted.
tish ish shhoo EGG-SITE-TING.
OMG

*runs arounds like a mad crazy woman*

a big thanks to all choreographers for putting in so much effort!!
a big thanks to the D'TEAM for helping out soooo much :D
a big thanks to thomas tan :D (he always say ppl nv thank him. LOLS!!!!)

jiayou everyone :D
steam girls, lets dance until they steam. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA.

ok sounds wrong.

OMG LAHHHH 18 days?!?!?!
faints

a big shout out to all my partners!!!
another bigger shout out to PPPPP.
and of course all my beloved friends :D :D :D
JIAYOU!!!! :D

even tho everyone's saying the same thing..
but it means alot to us(im sure).
outsiders may not understand, but we do :D

JIAYOU
JIAYOU
JIAYOU

lets all emit the emotions we are suppose to.
let it come from the heart.
dance with your heart, not with your mind :D

really dance like no one's watching.
practice your steps to a point where its at the tip of your fingers when the song is being played.
put your soul into the dance.
just..dance and be happy :D

we will DEFINITELY rock the stage like we never did before.
NRA GO GO GO!!!!

xoxo
vicks

i love NRA :D heh

:D

2008-11-17T11:56:00.002+08:00

whooow
the bomb.
meredith's the the the BOMB.

lols.
inspired?

you better be.

and..i heard she stays at upperthomson too!
HAHAHA
hmmmmmm

d.e.a.d

2008-11-15T00:23:00.003+08:00

its around the bend.

yet im.
too tired.
too sick.
of almost everything.

i hate miscom.
or rather...

you think having no communication is fun?
being the middleman is fun?
all the shitload of work.
getting rejected cos of no communication.
FUN!?

maybe you would like to think again.

not a superwoman.

to you, you..you..and YOU...im sorry if i talked to you recently with a black aura around my msn nick or my face or my name. but...im not tired. im just almost dead...for the time being. bear with me <3>

RANDOM

2008-10-29T14:44:00.005+08:00

hell do we friggin deserve the red carpet for the amount of shit we're still going through.

LOLS

I LARB ZEBLAAAS.

so tell me, whens the last time you took neoprints?!

HAHA.

1 buck per person. NO POBIM!

and than....

i was browsing through my favourites.
and.
oh was i amazed once again..
lets all watch...
CONTROL AT ITS LIMIT.

GO HEAD GO HEAD.

hahahahahahahahahahaha
xoxo

WAH LEOOOWWWW AYEE

2008-10-28T03:01:00.002+08:00

WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO EHHHHHHH....

AWESOMMEEEEEEEEE
AWESOMEEEEEE
AWESOMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

lols..

abit siao...

BUT!!!!
*squeeze balls*

you know you know you know my fweeling?!?!?!?!?!

omg..i wanna hug her too.

mineminemineminemine..

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

shit

-_-

sakena the bitch?

2008-10-26T02:46:00.004+08:00

*ring ring...ring ring...*

cheena lady: HELLO!! NI HUI JIANG HUA YU MAH?????

(obviously some useless phone survery)

keneda: BU HUI...ya?

cheena lady: -_-

(i cannot hear her nor see her, but im sure this is her face..LOL)

*cheena lady slams the phone*

HAHA TIO OWNNNNNNN BIG TIMEEE.

those cunning people...........(i mean that cheena lady..LOLS)

12/20
:D

with FD mom the funny lady & e great cook! :D

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

more more more please!!!

xoxo

vicks

(this xoxo vicks...is cos of OVERLOAD of design team + danzation email)

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

siao

-_-

73!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
WE GOT IT BACK!!!
YAY!!!

WANNA KNO HOW??
COS MY PARTNER MIATECK SAY HE IS HANDYSUM.
THATS WHY MR TAN WILL GIVE US BACK 73!!LOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE SAY HIMSELF ONE AH.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
IM AMS WELLI HAIRPEEEEES

*RUNS AROUND & AROUND & AROUND*

73! COME BACK TO MAMA!!!

*trips and falls*

BY DA WAYS....
see the danzation word at the side?!?!?
CLICK IT!!!!!!!
whooooooooooooooooooooooooo

DIG OUR DANZATION AVATAR!

2008-10-20T21:13:00.001+08:00

HELLO :D
now shift your eyes a little bit more to the right.
see the word DANZATION?

YES...CLICK ON IT!!!
:D

xoxo!

sorry

2008-10-18T02:11:00.001+08:00

sorry everyone
i blew my top.

i didnt expect it either.
but...

yeah.
lets jiayou i guess.

REN

2008-10-12T18:52:00.005+08:00

but i know they had fun :D
and im glad they did.

its confusing,
they nag at me when i come home late.
they nag at me when my friends are over.
so.
tell me.
wheres the rational?
they want me to have NO LIFE, NO FRIENDS?
become like a geeek, a nerd?
a pointless and useless lifeless FREAK.
or would they just like me to become seriously psychotic?
so now i know why the younger one turned out this way.

its irritating.
really!

anyway
WHATEVER
just 1 more year bitch.
1 more year.

i just want that day, when i do not need to get $$ from them to come.
but for now....with danzation and FYP.
its deemed impossible.
im not superwoman.

NOT ENOUGH?!

after budget got approved. :]
now we cant use the studio :[
perfect.
OH GREAT.
thank you mr thomas tan for making life so exceptionally posh for us.
when at times like these, you could have just done what you could do by closing 1
or even 2) eyes.

on top of that.
see ah.
some people like to complain that WE always have MISCOMMUNICATION.
complain that WE are NOT SERIOUS about what we're doing.
i really cannot take it.
after all the SHIT i did for this SHIT.
you tell me....IM NOT SERIOUS.
seriously?!
you should just....try to communicate with the person you have a 'special' relationship with.
and stop....threathening us!!!
CALL OFF DANZATION?!
BULLSHIT.

yes i respect you.
but sometimes i dont respect what you do.

if i did what you told me to.
i would be just doing it BLINDY, not knowing that im actually doing something really useless.

you twert,
just being a bitch.
yes, you and your dog.
CAIRNORTS STANS ITZ

everything thats happenning.
so tiring.
WO HEN LEI LER.

SO TELL ME.
WHAT ON EARTH HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF.

than not enough.
FYP!
teachers are so bad at communicating.
if they're in nra committee, they'll prolly just die & vanish at an instant.
they do NOT kno how to communicate.
they think that they're the dopest and most respected person on earth.
UGH!
come on all supervisors.
GET A LIFE and COMMUNICATE BETTER.
cos if not, we all get different information,
and all gets DAMN CONFUSED.

ok.
so i guess for the next 1/2 of a year.
my life is gonna be
THIS FUCKED UP.

i just want to dance.
and be happy.

BUT FOR NOW.
since ive already stepped into this.
everybirdy.
LETS JIAYOU FOR DANZATION 2008.

the "nra world tour"..(LOL)
no pun intended.

i will REN.

FOR PEGGY :D :D :D

2008-09-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

hp pics :D

2008-09-19T09:00:00.005+08:00

❤

hello all.

life has ups and downs.

and recently my friends and i went thru some kinda downs moments.

but im sure we wont let that affect us from appreciating our happy moments together, which we had before, and will continue to have i believe :]

above that.

although dance has been tiring me...

lacking sleep

lacking time with sakena

lacking time with family

lacking time for fyp stuff.

but im glad im doing danzation.

i have no regrets on this decision that i have made :D

and therefore im hairpeees!!!

(yes! i shall be simple minded today)

moving on..you know..

there are times, when you just feel like taking all e pics outta your phone and blog.

and yes.

today is the day i shall do all that :D

all e pics below. are officially. taken by my hp.

resolution = disgusting

but!

got heart can already (just translate to chinese lar...haha!)

THANK U FANGFANG!! I LOVE U :D IT WAS SO UNEXPECTED AND IT MADE MY DAY.

I DONT CARE EVEN if (I SAID IF) it was an extra sheet or whatevr. but still!! :D I LIKE...

this is a typewriter i saw at beauty world...i went there w my classmates last week.
and its really old...and really holds alot of value.

and most impt..IT WORKS! LOLS
super cool right :D

taken at beauty world food centre(top level)...if you didnt see anything wrong with e pic..

look again!!!

LOLS THIS SPECIAL WESTERN FOOD SHOP...SERVES RAW MEAT!!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahaa

i laugh like siao when i saw it luh!!!

but..its just the pic lah. they serve cook meat ok. HAHA

this was taken the night my sakena brought me to watch fireworks :D
he so nice..for e first time he said "this friday we go gai gai ok, i bring u go watch fireworks ogay?"
than my eyes like 0_0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy like siao!!!
and the above is the nicest picture i took....
note: THE PICTURE IS TAKEN WITH MY HP!!
dope righttttttttt!!!?? *proudest face in e world*
lols!

I simply LOVE THE WAY FIREWORKS GO BOMBOMBOM AND LOOKS LIKE ITS GONNA EAT YOU UP..SO FUN
:D

and now...allegra is gonna keeel me...but..i think she not so small gas (KAKAKAKAKAKA)
its just a moustache gone wrong. LOLS!!! with abit of cockeye look there. hahahaha
cuteee boh?!?!?!

wah. this is gan (i learnt this from nicole aka ah lian aka ALI) chio!
LOLSSS

my name...and yes..i didnt spell out my cheena name.LOL

HAHAHAHAHAA CLASSIC.
i took this cos that time holidays, i damn bored -_-
than i took out my old school uniform..and took a photooo!!!
i was so darn happy cos my uniform became damn loose. no pun intended!!
hahahaha
*runs around*..BUT..I LOOK ABIT kuku in e pic tho...-_-

the next 2 are not hp pics la. obviously. LOLS

sorry about that day ):
but im glad you understand. i promise i would try my best not to do that again ok!
:D :D :D :D
thanks honey.
love euUsxZxZx (vomits)
above that....sakena's face here. ALSO ANOTHER CLASSIC. look like some kinda bird.
HAHA!!

a few days ago...we went somewhere.
DI YI TIAN NANANANANANANANANANANANAA
omg so fun.
stay tune to find out where we went ogays! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

tag replies!!!!!!!!!

susu: its ok :D (loves) just dont think so much ok u. maybe just....1 ear in 1 ear out. than u may feel better, hahahaha

fang: HAHA...."extra pearls please"......and e pearls are still inside his tummy now! EEEKS.

yayaa: eh u bird. i heard u jan than come back...WHYYYYYY ): but anyhws, pls take care while ure there ok! :D (loves)

fred: thanks for ure jiayou(lol), and tucker is..... &*!(@&*#)@&&!*#*!!!!!!!!!!

jaei: love u too babe. we will not give up ..yes! :D :D :D :D :D :D

WQ: lols. burn my finger...damn ulti.. i srsly got stun dao. HAHAHA. and hairpee belated birthday hons :D (loves)

nic: HAHA 3.1 leh *proud face*... HAHAHA. but anyhows. thank u for being happy for me!! *GAN DONG DAO* heh :D

passerby: whoever you are. im not the best...but your tag really gave me this unexplainable encouragement...thank you :D

THATS ALL!!!!
till next time...
guess where we went ok!
i will blog on that.
KAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAA

*sings*
your my addiction my addictioon addiction
faints of hunger (LOL anti-climax)

*inserts a damn enthu face here*
❤

JUST GIVE ME A BREAK. ok.

2008-09-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

its not like i dont care.

its not like i dont love you.

but i really dont know how to anymore.

after 18years of all the crap ive been thru.

im really tired.

why...

whyyyyyyyy..................

WHYYYYY CANT YOU JUST LEARN FOR ONCE.

and stop doing all these kinda heart piercing acts for once.

just....

WHY WHY WHY....

above all these.

its not like i wanna stay out till late everynight.

but..i really have alot of things to do.

dance may not be something that i MUST do in your point of view.

but in my point of view, w/o it...my life..well, i can say, is simply not complete.

i rather be in this state, than to score a 4GPA and not dance and not hang out.

because...i think...my life has more to that than simply studying my life away.

for some others, they're just plain intelligent, for the rest, most of them got no life, no friends, no chill pill, they just..MUG everyday.

and

i was so freaking happy abt my gpa 3.1

THREE POINT ONE OK!

its not a joke or wad.

but....

i was so excited when i came home...i just wanted to let my parents know about the good news..

and i was greeted with blackface(UGH)

just cos my brother did something stupid AGAIN.

why why why!!!

so whats the point?

who would be happy for me...

would you?

are you?

just...pointless.

its just..

so many things happening to so many close friends around me.

that i can barely handle it.

i try to help others, but i dont even look at myself first.

FUCK.

what a loser.

WAHLEO!! TUCKER BARKLEY!

2008-09-12T09:45:00.002+08:00

WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH WAHLAO EH

just hit the SLOWMO button now.
ya.
now now.
just press it now
LOLOLOLS.

watch already i dont know what to say....
maybe...
say my name say my name..
KAKAKAKAKAKA

omg
crazy tucker barkley.

PLS HELP ME ): LOL

2008-09-08T00:27:00.005+08:00

to nic, baowen, mins, and pacs.
thank you.
really.
:D

but baowen...the kelvin part....
-_-
and
to my parents.
i hope you both understand.

and actually today i blog.
is cos.

i need help ):
really.

lols act emo.
actually hor!!!

PLS PLS PLS help me do a survey for my final year project!!

just put all e +ve comments for me ok. LOLOOLOLS.

help me abit wont die lah ok!!
cos if you give me -ve comments, i cannot proceed w e project.

im going to MAKE THIS PRODUCT OUT.

at the most..i treat you eat 1 pearl from my paopao cha lor.
HEE

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=4JkDlr28SdZyTOHYGKV9BA_3d_3d
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=4JkDlr28SdZyTOHYGKV9BA_3d_3d
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=4JkDlr28SdZyTOHYGKV9BA_3d_3d
just pick a color. LOLOLOLS.

i knew you would click on it.
thank you!!!!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i feel alot happier today.

MY LIFE SUCKS...NOW.

2008-09-07T00:56:00.005+08:00

alot of words.
im not emo.
im just very frustrated.

its really very hard to please everyone.
first they get so upset just cos im not spending enough time at home.
than when im doing something i love so much, im just given the darkest face in the world.
why cant they just let me go.
its time they stop complaining about me not having enough time at home.

it is irritating.

not enough?
than when i just go for something i love doing.
it sucks when you're not able to do something that you used to be able to do.
eg: beginning of prac= 2 pirouttes ok, end of prac=1/2 piroutte also got problem.
tell me what kind of logic is this?
i'll never really make it in this industry anyway,
so that one nvm.
but i enjoy doing it.
so....whatever.

than sometimes when you really just wanna relax and have fun after what seemed to be the most tiring week in my life.
people like him/her just keeps on pressing n pressing for stupid things like a _ _ _ _ _.
just to meet the idiotic _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
i know its our fault for not starting earlier.
but you tell me how?
when everything is not confirmed yet.
and you just keep asking us to do and do and do just to meet the idiotic _____.
and in e end, also nv use our fucking _ _ _ _ _.
(yes i enjoy keeping people in suspense by _ _ _ _)
fucking pointless.....no?

also, i really enjoy going out with my goody friends from nra.
but when it comes to staying out late in the night.
i always op out.
no its not cos i dont enjoy e time with you guys. (i alrdy said i do)
no its not like i love being a wet blanket.
no its not that i dont treasure you all.
in fact,
i dont know how you guys can go out till super late at night and wake up early e next day.
go for whatever activity you may have,
and just...maybe end up looking like a panda with those dark eye rings.
but other than that,
at least most of you can share a cab home.
or just simply take a NR.(my house here no NR... SUCKS)
or just stay up and wait for e first bus.

but no.
thats not my lifestyle.
i really cannot live like this.
cos my parents will flip.
and my fyp will flip too.

once in a while ok, but not every week.
really.
sorry.

and why is it so freeaaaking hard to find a key generator for my NOD32 antivirus
so -_-
UGH!!!

and no im not fierce. i just dont like to act like im not excited or not pissed. i just prefer to show it. being too calm is stupid. bear that in mind.

HAVING FYP IS IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i rather go to school and attend normal classes.
cos i can skip classes without feeling so guilty.
and it sucks when you spend mon,tue,wed in school from 830-5pm just to take attendance.
and thu receive shocking news that friday got to hand in a report and monday got big presentation.

0% logic=my teachers=no common sense= pointless= sarcastic= un respected= hopeless
im not making the wrong choice you _ _ _ _ _.
its just that...im having FYP.
but just being silly by keeping myself ~~too~~ occupied by accepting to help here and there, do this and that for too many people.
i can tell people not to live to please others, but live for themselves.

BUT I CANT EVEN DO THAT MYSELF, I STILL CAN TELL OTHER PEOPLE.
what friggin logic is this

NOW I HAVE ZERO TIME FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY.
the first time i feel like a TOTAL failure in my whole life.

and im quite sad.
cos sometimes i really have alot of problems
but people just somehow during this kinda timing.
wanna talk to me like i owe them a living.
sucks to be me sometimes.
not everyone really appreciates you.
after _ _ _ _ _ and only 1 _ _ _ _ _ _.
really quite sad...no?
its not all about that.
but...somehow it matters to me.

what a perfect life.
good job victoria lu.

i like fyp..for now.

2008-09-02T13:57:00.013+08:00

started my fyp YESTERDAY.
and the list of things ive been doing are.....

-slacking
-sleeping
-eating
-surfing e net
-youtube-ing
-snacking
-NAPPING(yes jaei...NAP)
-recall my dance steps for STEAM (LOL)
-thinking of what to do next
-slack...eh no..i said this b4
-WAH LAO
-really damn
-BORED.

lols.
ok not funny

anyway.... i realise suddenly my blog's previous post like alot of words.
than like abit boring
so i give you all some pictures law..

HAHAHA.

everybirdies, we still need you vote ok!
vote for us we stand to win 4000 cash prize.
so please!!
:]

haha, on the very shaky and unstable 'stage'

LOL

ok next...spot e diff.

HAHA

(1)

(2)

:] i really learnt quite abit from this show

inspired in a way.

ALLEGWAAA

WQ DREAMING. lololols. ok la ok la..
WQ THE PWINCEZZX

did you know... jaei wants to fly to india.
and peiyi wants to fly to WQ's head. LOLS
allegra to newyork.
AND ME TO JAPAN!!! WHOOOOO!!
talk about dreams. lols

next...FRESHIES CAMP 2008.

my sleeping grp....

GROUP G! CD GROUP! G CREW. KAKALAKALAKALA

thanks sam for helping me so much
realllllyyy thank u... esp when sometimes i kno i abit impatient.
or when i abit wierd.(LOL)
and when i v tired. and when i v frustrated...
thanks for going through this camp w me.
appreciated. MUCH.

MR COME ON BAYYBEEESS

DONNG KAA DONGG KAA!!!

GEEEEEEE

i DIG THE NOSE JOB!!

ok nexxtt just some random photoes that i found.

HAHAHAHA.

BW got new fling. lols.

and that guy behind(i forgot his name) is just simply amazed.

signature pose of JJ, LOLS everybirdy say OOOOOOOOOOOO

WASSUPP SUUU!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss u!!

ok it rhymes.

actually i quite like my face here.
HAHAHHAHAHA.
bo liaoooooo

EHHH?!!!!???

nic enthu to the MAX.
and jaei looks psychotic.

*grins*

story of this pic:

we were all preparing to cross the road, and we planned to all start doing SLOWMO at 25 seconds.

so...we plan until SUII SUIII!!

than all RAR RAR ready to go!!

than we suddenly we see the traffic light the number start from number 20.

BONGGGG!!!!

DONT EVEN HAVE NO. 25.

LOLOLOLS!!

than all STUN face.

RAN HOU... still act cool.

KALAKALAKALAKALAKALAKA

anyway...

and...just show off abit
cos i ~~very~~ quite proud of my work.
HAHA!
whoooo
the card i made for baby's birthday. 18AUG
HURHUR

HO KUA RIGHT!!!

KALAKALA

AND!

VOTE FOR US HOR!!!!!!!!!
if not.......*evil laugh*
LOLS. just vote ok please?

http://ugc.mediacorptv.sg/absolutelyuDetail.aspx?campaign=absolutelyu&Item_ID=UGC-1573&Album_ID=603

just click only.

than you vote a few times...like....20 times can already
you see ah, if u vote 20, than i vote 20...

than 20+20=40 already leh!

than we win...4000cash.

we can treat u paopaocha know...seee.
KAKAKA
but u have to clear cookies after voting for some time.
cos ~~kotex~~ they lousy one.
really really. nv bluff.

ok.byebyexZx.

ATTENTION!!!!

2008-08-26T01:18:00.004+08:00

HELLO all HUMAN BEINGS!!!
esp NRA! lololol.

pls help us vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we can win 4000 BUCKS HARD COLD CASH. plsplspls!!!

can vote many many times one!!
LOLOLS

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just spam them ok!!!

XOXO
kgirls.

KGIRLS KSHOW BLEEDING

2008-08-22T01:30:00.004+08:00

jaei going market

allegra body like wiiierrrd

py face BLUR

wq got niao wei.

& i look quite chio.

LOLOLOLS!

kns.

whatever it is....
lets go Kgirls!!!
LAUGHOUTLOUD.

so allegra will act man at the MJ part. than e rest stone can already.

and we have 2 eskimos suddenly.

and no they dont think vicky sounds like a dogs name.

thank god we took away the monkey sway hands part from the routine. i thought it was really wierd.

lucky i nv get the virus from WQ. (LOL) or PY!

and we will all just have fun.

doing out KSHOW

KEEP BLEEDING

KEEP

BLEEDING
& bleeding?

lets go 240!

KALAKALAKALLAKA

yes peiyi, i will demo this laughter for u soon.

DEN DE QIAO!

and my mom is fine! :D SO HAIR PEES.

SATURDAY & SUNDAY

PLAZA SINGAPULAAA

12+ & 2+

come and join in the...

keep bleeding..keep keeep bleeeedinggggggg loveeeee.

xoxo.

just thoughts. emo my arse.

2008-08-19T00:29:00.004+08:00

about 6 mths to go till i end my poly life.

6 months ago some seniors told me to start thinking of what i am going to embark on after poly.
other than going to get my driving license,i have no other plans.
i do not want to be looking for an a pointless job which just gives me $$$ and nothing else.
i want to know what im doing and know how it can benefit me as a person, or for my future whatsoever.

i seriously dont know where i want to head.
of course at the end of the day...
i want to do psychology.
health psychology...?
child psychology...?
god please help me.

its so hard when you reach a stage at your life, where u dont really know whats gonna happen next.

its not like OH...after primary school, i go to a sec school, than to a poly...than...to the uni..

LOLS UNI.
even if i can make it..
which i doubt i can.
than how?

to study
to work
to dance
to...........NS!?!?!?!?!!?!

i think im kinda lost?

yes dancing is my passion.
music is my passion?
i just love feeling the music i listen to.
but so many things. so little time.
im seriously confused.

everyone has their small little dream.

mine is to be there doing something i love every single day, enjoying it, and making a living with it. also spending alot of time with the person i love so much...
than retire and migrate with my love one(s) to a country side and just slowly enjoy our life amongst a bed of lavender.

is it even possible....for me?

its not like im gonna reeeally excel in the dance industry.
face the fact. im not there. not made for it. not good enough.
and its not like i can excel in music.
im so ~~old~~ matured already, not even a grade 8 for piano NOR flute.
and what??? not even a diploma for anything that gots to do with psychology.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING.
PRODUCT DESIGN?! (laughs)

no confidence in dance.
no confidence that i can be a good psychologist.
no confidence that i can excel in my music.
0% confidence

believe than see?
faith?
trust?
hardwork?
think above the line?

just shoot me.

tsk.

&
tmr my moms going for a minor op.
which would of course determine some results.
she drank 2 litres of wierd liquid to clear her system today.
and i really hope everything will be ok *prays*
she doesnt show it, doesnt really say it, but yes i know shes scared.
but im sure god will watch over her.
and i sure my mummy will be safe and sound even under sedation.
JIAYOU MOM.
i love u.
xoxo. cai.

all my lovely friends.

whom i feel that im drifting away from ):
i love each and everyone of you.
and im sorry for being caught up with my own selfish life.
also,
school being a usual whore. as always, soo much crap to do.
studying for exams which are useless for my future.

WAH LAO EH.

and no.
im not emo.
emo my arse.

im just....thinking too much i guess.
but i do have to think right?!
i cant possibly live an aimless life....no?
tsk.

what a boring post.
goodbye now.

oh yes... HELLO DANZATION 08/09.

TSK TSK :P

2008-08-13T02:51:00.004+08:00

YES. I HATE EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES. I HATE PROJECTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&
SINGTEL SUCKS BALLS FOR HOLDING MY PAY(2mths?!)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. enough fiery rants.

next up!

★★★

AHBENG bought a car recently and showed it off to AH LIAN

so there he was, bragging abt his new ride to his gf.

"This ah!! so fast...even police cannot catch arr!!"

"HA! really ah?! steady lahh!!!" said ah lian

"Somemore hor, this is automatic one, very easy to drive!!" said ah beng

so ah lian took the drivers seat and floored the accelerator......

in an instant, the car sped backwards and crashed into the lamp post!!!

"ALAMAK!!!! what u doing?! see lah!!" screamed ah beng

" solee soleee! paiseh lah! i thought 'R' for racing mah!!!"

KAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA
jaei says bimbotic.
pacs says retarded
mins say WTF....

i say...." WTF...retarded bimbotic hopeless AHLIANS"

*spins around*

not for you. only for you

he said.

we're not long(he meant 4yrs).

we're forever.

i love you lar

xoxo.

SHEN TAO SA :D :D :D

2008-08-11T00:56:00.014+08:00

the day the 2 made a trip down to SINGAPORE's VERY OWN.
SHEN TAO SA!

its that attack of theee!!...the... the.

LOLS.

fisheye lens

see keneda's ~~childish~~ drawings on the sand!!!

faster see faster see!! WAKAKAKAKA

an example of a badly taken photo
+ badly edited too.

i tell you our castle was the best there. really. no bruff.
can see through one knoooo..lols!
*proud face*

HUAHUAHUA.

than we got abit -_- sooooo....

we went to the PALAWAN AMPHITHEATRE!!!
actually we SUA KU, dunnue abt this place.
than when we saw it, we like high over GOD KNOWS WHAT.

what lah...
YOU KNOW ABT IT MEH?
only know how to go beach sun tan only riiiight...lol.

......and now......

(DRUM ROLLLSSSSS..............)

THE PALAWAN AMPHITHEATRE!!!!

eh.... woah lao eh...free advertisement -_-

she got this damn man voice, but i tell you.
i think she's scared of e snake too!

HAHAHAHAHA
and e snake smells like eggs!!!!!

so brurrrrrr. ok e pics are...

BIRD / BIRD GONNA FLY / BIRD FLYING

say hello to THE ~~KUKU~~BIRD

than we said bye to sentosa, and went to VIVO to CHEEEL.

then you know...

we pose very nice, than act damn pro.

like machiam damn beautiful and handsome

than in e end realise we forgot to zoom out.LOLOLOLOLOL

anyhoos!

NOW PRESENTING TO YOU.

LOMOSwannabe.

(end of lomos) lol

wanna know our secret to being together?
FLARE YOUR NOSTRILS!!!
hahahaha. ok too bo liao already -_-

cliche, but cute mah.
once in a while nvm one. KAKAKA

ogays....

(xoxo)

NOT SO LITTLE, SUPER HERO GIRL

2008-08-09T04:10:00.005+08:00

YAY!!!!

COLORS COLORS COLORS.
i dig my new blogskin.
kakakakakakkakakakakakakakkaakkaakaka

but i dont dig e fact that i cant attend the paperbag cover your face 'event'
nabei

but i still love my blogskin!!!
kakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka
i edit myself one u knowwwww.
*proud face*
wakakakaka.

and and and

http://blackinitial.livejournal.com

if you dont click on this link.

i think you're not very clever.

eh what? !

i didn't say you're stupid.

really.
i never.
i really never what

&, before i end.
school is being a bitch all over again
giving last min projects and stuff.
and i dont even kno where im going for attachment yet
what are they doing?!
CRAB.LOBSTER.CRAP
just let me graduate lah.

yah lah.
bye :D

I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN.
~~ROC~~KS ~~MYS SOCKS.~~

FEAST YOUR EYES!

2008-07-28T09:28:00.005+08:00

ok so schools been an ass.

making me do a shitload of work

and so?

i skipped dance for a week.

WHATTT?!?! A WEEEEEKKKK

omg. no joke. ok yes, im dancing tmr by hook or by crook.

the shitload of work makes me irritated with school, so much that i want to burn NP down.

but i decided not to, cos i still want studio 73, 16, and the new studio coming up.

so...i have decided to spare NP.

(lols, cheap thrills, im actually just a HARMGEE KEEIA)

anyway, here are some very INTERESTINGZXX photoessss for you to see.

oh yeah, and you thought you could arch didnt you?

cute? funny? incredible?
its just photoshop. LOLS

so we told our parents we did work hard, i wonder what his parents tell him. LOLS

wawasu's fav. LOLS right pacs?

weijie and ron say this is kinda impossible. cos the temperature is too high and a person will die if he/she does that naked.
WHY SO SERIOUS?!?!?!
lols!

yes, it is a ship.

talk about being deperate. LOLS! (he is nakeeed!)

EH! i can do this too! stay tune for my next post to see ok! HAHA!!

actually i dont like capsicums. but now..... lols

W.O.W, he's totally trying to row that boat in god knows what. lols

I WANT THIS IN MY BATHROOM! (the non censored one!!!)

talking about being a pain in the ass. ouch.

you thought your door very special righttttt. than what is thissss. LOLS

so those ah bengs though they had the nicest ahbeng designs for their 'LAO YA' sports car.
than what is this man srsly. and i wonder if its a primary school van. LOLS

YES, MY PERSONAL FAV!!! hahahaha! i thought this was funny shit!

so....which is your favourite?! :D
xoxo

and no, im not very free that i can blog, i just felt that these were very interesting. so i show you all lor. LOLS

and aunty says: LAI LAI!!! LETS DO 1 MORE TIME OKAY!!!

lols

xoxo,

LOLS!

2008-07-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

The title of this youtube video....... is.......

Singapore UFO-Ngee Ann Polytechnic
(edited)

LOLOLOLOLSSSSSS

got funny dao right!!!

HAHAHA!!!

kudos to whoever made e video.

please god heal my back asap!
i need to dance....now. amen!

heaven & earth

2008-07-13T03:30:00.003+08:00

its when something tragic happens to the person you love
than you will realise that expressing that untold love is so very much important.
and i pray i would never need to go through any super traumatising experience

cos i definitely will not know how to live on.
appear so brave yet so fragile.
and in case anything happens to me.

*touchwood!*

I LOVE YOU, & i swear to god that if you leave me i will be so crazy i could fly up a roof.
yes. i dont care if i sound desperate.
but...
i need you. i want you. i love you.
4 yrs going strong.

to my dear Ps. love each and every unique one of you. lets all jiayou together and work towards what we really love, what we really want in our lives. lets not live to regret.

to hole and mins. *hearts* needless to say :D we shall do what we need to do, but still stay strong together. love you 2.

thanks mom&dad for always teaching me sooooo patiently.
even though you nag alot. but i kno its for my own good.
thank you for not giving up on me when times were bad.
i love you both.

stay strong zhao. SMILE!!!

im not dying.i just thought i would like to take this chance to say.
so just in case, cos life is this fragile:
thank you everyone for being part of my life.

ok. back to earth.

xoxo

be back soon :]

2008-07-09T23:18:00.003+08:00

yes i know i very long never blog, but im seriously too busy. school is bein a bitch as usual. but for now........ i shall dedicate this post to the person who loves my chinese name(yes i know you do)

jiayou hulk :D

dont keep saying you wanna die okays.

wont die one.

you can do this shit,

see you very soon.

after your 'refinement' lols!

PPPPP *salutes!*

NS SUCKS BALLS.

BYE! till then....